Look within your own mind, on the reason you believe you are not awake: Should it feel different than what is now? Should it be just like the spiritual experience you’ve had? Should it be the flash of light and rocking experience described by so many others? Are you not practicing enough meditation ? Are you not worthy? Not wise enough? Or you don’t really want it enough? There is a belief right now, telling you you are not free. Look with ruthless honesty and joyfully fearle